Well, when a new year begins, its not just the pages of the calender that change but also the chapters of our lives that could be measured in terms of years... With one chapter ending, Begins another. Sometimes, we finish going through these chapters on a good note for they were well written. Sometimes, we don't. Ssometimes because they were not well-written. Most of the times because they had parts we'd rather have not gone through, but irrespective of what we would've rather had or not had preferred to experience, the one truth that remains is that we are not the author of this book. Just mere readers or perhaps, characters in the story.
I've always believed that moments can never be measured in terms of years for moments are but a recollection of feelings that we had gone through in that "moment"... we can always come close to describing it in words but never can we make you know "exactly" how that moment was, you have to be in that moment to know it. They come with shades of their own... precious moments, sad moments, happy moments, stupid moments, beautiful moments, heartbreaking moments, warm moments, moments where you felt you were all alone in this world and nobody really cared if you lived or died, I-wish-this-lasted-forever
Every person is like a traveller. We travel, meet new faces... some of them, in fact, have a major role in changing you into who you are without many times, you even realizing it, but the people must go as you walk on and new faces must fill in. People come and go, but the journey must go on... until one day, we reach our destinations. Sometimes, I wonder what really matters in the end... the destination or the journey in between.
The year 2009 is finally over! And like every year, this too came in with its package of deals. Good things happened, Bad things happened but the thing I'm most glad about is that at the end of the year, I have no regrets. No regrets except a few, which I will correct this year for a dear friend of mine and I had once mutually agreed, that no matter what we do in life, at the end of the day, there should be no regrets in the end. My anger has always been something not many people are aware of, for most of the times, I am like a volcano... cool for as long as scores of centuries and then suddenly erupting and refusing to cool down. Anger Management classes is most definitely on my list, lol... or maybe I'll just make do with a few episodes of Baba Ramdev on Sanskar TV. In terms of my artistic and professional endeavours, there's too much to accomplish and I will see to it that I do, just like I did this year. I set up a target for myself on my things-to-do-list and managed to accomplish around 80% of that which, now that I think of it, isn't that bad a thing.
I met a lot of new people this year and burnt the bridges with a few. How equations change with time and so do people. To all of you people, I hope I managed to leave some kind of a positive impact on your lives, just as many of you managed to do with mine. And then there were things I did, and things I shouldn't have said... Well, even though I've tried fixing some of it, I take this opportunity to apologise to anyone whom I, knowingly or unknowingly, have ended up hurting. I'm sorry to all the people for all the things that I believe I shouldn't have done and all the mistakes that I might make in the year to come. I hope the new year brings to you awesomeness and all that you crave you. Spread positive vibes and think positive! For remember the law of nature--- What goes around, Comes around!!
To all that managed to survive through this article till the end,
Here's wishing you Lots of love and God Bless!
Aamil Keyaan Khan